I shouldn’t have posted that. At that time you were rushing to find a job and you were telling me to go for the first job I could get. And i didn’t want to do that. I wanted to try and find a job a liked to do and not necessarily the first one. I know you support me, now more than ever. And I promise I’m glad you do and appreciate your support so much. I love you so much Lauren. I’m sorry.

Why do I always put us in these situations?

Tomorrow my girl and I are recreating our first date. I can’t wait!

I wish I didn’t do that

Why did I say anything? Why didn’t I fight her a little more? Went did I let her do it?. I hate myself. ;-(

My whole moms side of the family are bitches. Its getting to the point where I don’t even want to see them anymore

Why do I always mess up!

iloveyouorilltryto:

We stayed with him for a while, and Nate just went back, but I have to stay home now since i’m having my surgery at 9 a.m. Bleh.

But say a prayer for him if you think about it…they have no idea what’s wrong  =(

Thank you babe. I love you

iloveyouorilltryto:

I love this boy more than life itself. 

I just hope to one day feel good enough for her. I love Lauren so much. I never want to lose her.