As I’m laying here with Lauren by my side. I can’t help but think about how much I love her. As she snores, I can’t help but look at her beautiful face. As I lay here I can’t help but think back at that summer we went from not talking, to friends, to “secretly” hanging out, to finally together. After 6 years, we finally were together. I was and am so freaking happy. I love her so much and always have and always will. I couldn’t image my life any other way, nor would I want it any other way. I’m so happy with her and I love her times infinity and beyond!!!!

I should have looked over the car better. I should have taken it some where for them to look at it. This is my fault and I feel like complete shit bc of it. And I can’t believe that guy is gonna be a big ass about it. I really feel like I let her down. :-( FML!

   I love you lauren, so much. I know this job is taking away alot of our time together. But sooner than later i will have a better job that won’t do that and before you know it we’ll be married and living together where i’ll see you all the time to the point where you will be going out with your friends to get away from me, insert chuckle here. I love you lauren. I know this is hard, but we can do this. It’s just a speed bump. and there will be tons of these and we will make it past them all. I love you lauren and i always will.

Sweet dreams my love,

Nathan Burton

P.S. I love you, I always will, and I can’t wait to see you tomorrow!!!

iloveyouorilltryto:

I literally can’t handle this.

Don’t say that! :-(

iloveyouorilltryto:

I’m really struggling with this and it’s not even the hard part yet.

I don’t know how i’m gonna do this.

Help me =(

:( I’m sorry. I love you